Until It Sleeps

Where do I take this pain of mine
I run but it stays right by my side
    So tear me open and pour me out
    There's things inside that scream and shout
    And the pain still hates me
    So hold me until it sleeps

Just like the curse, just like the stray
You feed it once and now it stays
Now it stays

    So tear me open but beware
    There's things inside without a care
    And the dirt still stains me
    So wash me until I'm clean

        It grips you so hold me
        It stains you so hold me
        It hates you so hold me
        It holds you so hold me
        Until it sleeps

So tell me why you've chosen me
Don't want your grip
Don't want your greed
Don't want it

    I'll tear me open make you gone
    No more can you hurt anyone
    And the fear still shakes me
    So hold me, until it sleeps

        It grips you so hold me
        It stains you so hold me
        It hates you so hold me
        It holds you, holds you, holds you until it sleeps (x4)

        I Don't want it want it want it want it want it
        No

    So tear me open but beware
    There's things inside without a care
    And the dirt still stains me
    So wash me 'til I'm clean

    I'll tear thee open make you gone
    No longer will you hurt anyone
    And the hate still shapes me
    So hold me until it sleeps (x5)